I’m starting to think I’m a masochist – not sexually, before you get excited – but in the sense of someone who displays a “willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences”. In my case, that would be going to gigs.
I love music, therefore I go to many shows. If only it was that simple. If I’m being honest, I don’t really enjoy myself there. I mean I do enjoy the band usually. But the other people there….
OH.MY.GOD. In a very bad way.
The Editors were the first live band I saw sell out the Gebäude 9, a venue right in the formerly-industrial-but-now-highly-bohemian suburb of Deutz. Hence, the audience mainly consisted of people who thought they were young and hip. People with these self-imposed attributes are pretty annoying in their own right, but they get just so much worse if they’re chain-smoking right next to you and running to the bar every five minutes, shoving into you without ever apologizing. I could feel some aggression welling up.
Luckily the Editors started playing and they were fucking amazing. This won’t be a review – if you get the chance to see them live, just do it. When they entered the stage, I turned to my friend and said, “Oh my god, they’re kids!”. Having only heard their record, never bothering to look at pictures, I assumed the singer would be in his late thirties – but I don’t think he’s much older than twenty now?
Anyway, amazing voice, amazing guitar player in so many ways (people who know me well will know what I mean), simply amazing sound and lighting with very few effects – though the lead singer did make some pretty disturbing moves which freaked me out. I almost hope they were substance-related. I could have enjoyed myself, but I just fail to blend out what is going on around me most of the time, especially if the audience is so snotty. I found myself squashed between this guy and his girlfriend. I don’t know how I got there, but I couldn’t move anywhere else, and apparently they didn’t mind me standing there either. However, I did. The guy was a lot taller than me, incredibly geeky, a chain-smoker (of course) and he kept jumping or “dancing” to beats that apparently only he was able to hear. I spent a lot of the time ducking elbows and cigarette butts. Even writing this now I feel bad for letting this guy take so much of the atmosphere away from me.
Sometimes, when the frantic jumping would subside and the cigarette wasn’t moving towards my face or my tan trousers, I would allow myself to close my eyes. Then I was able to ignore the people inside the venue, and it was just about the music. If only I could manage to do that more often!