Monthly Archive for June, 2005

Current Playlist

iTunes PlaylistI don’t know about other bloggers, but I am mainly doing this so I can look back at entries in a few years and think, “Wow, I’ve always been SO weird.” Therefore, I think I might post my iPod playlists (either on-the-go for my 20GB iPod, or the ones for my iPod shuffle) here on a more or less regular basis. This way, I won’t have to keep all of them in iTunes, as the bar to the left is becoming way too long, especially when I’m making new playlists. I’m a music nerd, so this does actually happen a lot.

Here it goes then, simply called Summer 2005:

  • Daft Punk – Technologic
  • Clint Boon – Do What You Do (Earworm Song)
  • Iffy – Super Bad Girl (Minty Vocal Mix)
  • The Bravery – An Honest Mistake
  • Depeche Mode – Enjoy the Silence (Reinterpreted by Mike Shinoda)
  • The Killers – Somebody Told Me
  • U2 – Sometimes You Can’t Make It On Your Own
  • Rob Thomas – Lonely No More
  • Mando Diao – Sheepdog
  • Delays – Lost In A Melody
  • Le Tigre – I’m So Excited
  • Kelly Osbourne – One Word
  • Kent – Music Non Stop
  • Timo Maas feat. Brian Molko – First Day
  • The Organ – Steven Smith
  • Action Action – This Year’s Fashion
  • Coldplay – The Hardest Part
  • Rufus Wainwright – I Don’t Know What It Is
  • Antony and The Johnsons – You Are My Sister
  • The Stills – Still In Love Song [12" Extended Mix]

I really heart NY

I heart NY This time, seven days ago, I was on the plane back to Germany. I had probably already had a drink or two, and while it may have helped against being scared of being on planes, it did not help against this other feeling I have been having ever since: As pathetic as it may sound, I am a little heartbroken because I had to leave this amazing city behind. I can honestly say that I love New York. Despite the heat, the humidity, the exhaustion, I loved every second I was there, and I absolutely hope that I will get to go again next year. Everything here is so boring in comparison with NY, even the subway I was taking home last night was so grey and old compared to the “7″ I always used to take that it made me really sad for a while.

The Bravery @ Prime Club Cologne

The Bravery at Cologne Prime Club

Now let me get this straight first: While I am a big fan of The Killers, I think the whole feud of Killers vs. Bravery (most of which is media-induced, I am sure) is totally ridiculous. I can only say this much: I do prefer The Killers because I simply find their album fabulous, while the album by The Bravery to me is just average. I love “An Honest Mistake”, but the rest… not that special.

Nevertheless, I was curious to see what they are like live, so I went to their gig in Cologne last night. I’m still a little jet-lagged, so it was kind of silly that the gig started so late (the beginning was put on hold until the Germany vs. Argentina football match was over), but the gig didn’t last very long anyway, so I was back in bed for yet another sleepless night in no time.

Anyways, while the gig was short, it was pretty intense. And Sam Endicott is a sexy thing who sure knows how to move – and pose. Sadly, his voice isn’t very strong. Maybe it was due to the several shots he downed, but the other musicians really outdid him there on stage – despite the PA which was pretty bad for a band that has decidedly ventured beyond the “local heroes”-stage. Still, I liked them better on stage than I do on record, they have great charisma, which is something I sometimes miss about Brandon Flowers, and that really does a lot for me.

Obviously, the “crowd-pleaser” was “An Honest Mistake”, and because I took my camera with me and nobody seemed to care, I made a small clip of that song, which you can download here – but warning: The sound is very bad because I was standing close to the amps, so PLEASE turn down your computer’s volume!

Woohoo, I love the girls

Or rather, women, of the German national football (or soccer, as the heathens call it) team who have just become European champions for the fourth time in a row!!! Unfortunately I missed all of the other matches due to my vacation, but I made sure to watch the final, despite being at a family celebration. Obviously they deserved to win because they were the better team, but Norway played really really well too. I also was very impressed by the fact that roughly one million Norwegian TV viewers watched the semi-finals, when the entire country only has a population of 4.5 million. A great day for women’s football, and to me personally super-sweet because at men’s football, Greece lost to Japan today, muwahahaha.

Germany: European Football Champion 2005
Photo credit: AP Photo/Jon Super

Leaving New York

So today has been my final day in New York. It’s been the sort of day that makes it easier to leave, really. While my stay in general has been excellent, today has been a bit of a low. First of all, my bones were already aching when I left the hotel. The humidity felt even higher than it did on the previous days – my general feeling was just “meh”. So I decided to go to my favourite part of town, Greenwich Village, again. I took a walk down Christopher Street, stopped by in a couple of shops, and then went to my favourite place, the Hudson River Park. It was there that I noticed that I had lost one of the two The Killers button from my jacket :/

Anyways, the park was lovely. I sat down on the grass, read The Village Voice, watched people, the skyline, the river. What a great spot. Unfortunately the joy didn’t last too long, since clouds and storm and rain were rising, so I got up and walked towards Gansevoort Street. I had originally intended to have lunch at the Florent Restaurant, which had been recommended to me. However, I wasn’t really hungry then and was slightly intimidated – there were tons of beautiful people in the restaurant, and I was by myself. Because it was a “Meh”-day, I felt all shy and decided against going there then – I thought I’d go back for dinner when I was really hungry. I figured the intimidation would have vanished by then, or at least be replaced by hunger.

So I drove to the Museum of Modern Art instead. I loved it, but that was sort of predictable. It had lots of industrial design showcases, which I’m hugely into. It also displays two of Hopper’s most famous paintings, “House by the Railroad” and “Gas”. I managed to make a fairly decent macro of the latter and it almost made me cry because the man in the picture reminded me so much of my late grandfather, who used to run a gas station. The special photography exhibition by Friedlander was absolutely amazing and one of the instances that keep reminding me of the fact that I’m basically wasting my life. Again – meh.

Took a walk around the VERY nice museum store but the queues were mad and my feet hurting, so I did not buy anything. Instead, I thought, “Why not check out Bloomingdale’s?” Well, I shouldn’t have bothered. Just like Macy’s, it’s basically a store for the rich and boring. It can’t even touch Selfridges in England, which manages to be a store for the rich and boring, but also for the young and hip – ok, and the rich, too. To me, Selfridges to this very day is the best, interesting store.

So I did not like Bloomingdale’s, and when I left it was raining. I had an umbrella with me, so I thought I could still walk to the next subway station (there is one right outside Bloomingdale’s). Again, bad idea. While it initially was raining, it started pouring, literally. I got soaking wet, and really just wanted to get back to the hotel. Since that was in Queens, it wasn’t really an option. After all, I still needed to get a couple of things and get rid off a bit of cash.

And somehow, when you WANT to do it, it becomes incredibly hard! I bought some underwear at the Gap, and that was pretty much it! Ok, a “I heart NY” T-Shirt for Michael and chocolate from Hershey’s at Time Square for my nerves, but that really was it. Even a short trip to American Eagle at 34th Street remained fruitless. Incredible!

By the time I was back on the 7 subway to Queens, I was so exhausted that I almost fell asleep. I kept myself awake by reading NYLON magazine, which might be the weirdest magazine I personally have ever read. However, I think I might have to buy the new album by Kelly Osbourne. It’s gotten a great review, the intreview was extremely interesting, I’m loving the “One Word” single and video, and it was produced by Linda Perry! I mean, come on!

Now I’m finally back at the hotel, wearing dry clothes, getting really desperate with my hair, which usually is curly but which I straighten every morning (now there is one part of me), and with the humidity, all the products in the world can’t keep my hair from getting curly again. As much as I’m going to miss New York, it will be nice to return to the relatively dry European climate.

"Fix You" Lyrics

I can’t believe I STILL haven’t fully listened to “X&Y” – because I literally can’t get over this song. One of the few songs ever where the lyrics actually do mean something to me – to an extent where reading them is almost spooky because they pretty much describe my current state of mind line by line. I think I will listen to the entire album on my flight to New York on Saturday. It’s going to be an eight hour-flight, so I’m expecting to become tired of the song at some point ;)

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from all of my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Browser compatibility issues

I was surfing to my own blog today because I was that bored at work and noticed that this page is totally off on Internet Explorer. I don’t know why because I’m just using a template, but I will be looking into it. I have a Mac, running OS 10.4.1 so it does not even have Internet Explorer pre-installed and I’m not going to install it on this machine either since IE for the Mac simply sucks. And no, I don’t hate Microsoft.

So if you happen to view this with Internet Explorer, I’m sorry and I will try to fix it asap.

X&Y

Bought Coldplay’s new album today and so far I’ve only gotten to track 4, “Fix You”, which is on infinite repeat. So basically I can only speak for the first four tracks, which are all really really good, and have already justified the purchase. I should get back and write a full review once I’ve listened to the whole thing.

Oh by the way, the album artwork is really nice, too.

Coldplay X&Y

The Spymac Playlist That Never Was

iTunes Playlist

Just found this playlist I made for Spymac, the worst “community” ever save for a few individuals who have great member forums and blogs. It was never accepted. Was it the frequent mention of sex? Was it that obvious that I’m not religious? Is the selection of songs “too gay” for a site that’s turned all conservative? I’ll never know.

So I’m just publishing it here instead:

  • The Killers – Jenny was a friend of mine
    This song has to have one of the best intros ever. Helicopters, synth, screeching guitars, one hell of a base line – it only took me a couple of seconds to become a major fan of The Killers. Lyric-wise, the song always makes me look through this “CSI: Miami”-ish filter of heat, subdued sexuality and crime:
    “We took a walk that night, but it wasn’t the same. We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain. She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go. She couldn’t scream while I held her close, I swore I’d never let her go…”
  • Johnny Cash – Bridge Over Troubled Water
    It could have been any song from American III or IV, really. I chose this one because it’s where I took my Spymac user name from. His voice is simply unique, I love the very grave lyrics and the social reprehensions of his songs. I know this is just a cover version of a song by Simon and Garfunkel. While the original does absolutely nothing for me, this song still makes my skin tingle, also thanks to featuring the wonderful Fiona Apple on additional vocals:
    “Sail on silvergirl, sail on by. Your time has come to shine, all your dreams are on their way – see how they shine. If you need a friend I’m sailing right behind…”
  • (The London) Suede – The Asphalt World
    Suede was my favourite band when I was in my teens. I once read that every fan of the band quotes “The Asphalt World” as their favourite song. Well at least I’m in good company. It is a 9:25 minute-epic, full of morbidity and eroticism. Dark stuff, but almost 10 years later, still one of my favourite songs ever.
    “Sometimes we ride in a taxi to the ends of the city, like big stars in the back seat, like skeletons ever so pretty. I know a girl, she walks the asphalt world…”
  • Placebo – Without You I’m Nothing
    As most people might know, I’m a huge fan of the band (if not, my avatar might be a dead-giveaway ;) ), and I even flew to London on 05/11/2004 to see their farewell show at Wembley Arena (let’s all hope it really was just a farewell till 2006). This song is just amazing when played live. You look around and people have tears in their eyes.
    “I’m unclean, a libertine, and every time you vent your spleen, I seem to lose the power of speech, you’re slipping slowly from my reach. You grow me like an evergreen, you’ve never seen the lonely me at all…”
  • Kinky – Soun Tha Mi Primer Amor
    Saw Kinky support *cough* Shakira *cough* during her European tour. They are very versatile, but it was a bit of a challenge to get hold of their records. I imported the first one from the UK, and the second one from the US. This song is taken from their first album and is a prime example of how they mix and match many different styles into their own. I wish they would have kept the Spanish lyrics on their second album though.
  • Nancy Sinatra – Let Me Kiss You
    While this was originally a cover version of a song by Morrissey, who happens to be her neighbour in LA, I actually prefer it to the original version *gasp*. The pacing of this version seems to make much more sense, adding more weight to Morrissey’s painfully yearning lyrics.
    “I’ve zig-zagged all over America, and I cannot find a safety haven. Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder, I’ve heard that you will try anything twice…”
  • Faithless – Salva Mea
    This is my ultimate car song. Listening to this while driving on the “autobahn” with no speed limit or other car in sight is pure bliss – now if only my car would go a little bit faster…
    “How can I change the world if I can?t even change myself? I cannot change the way I am? I don?t know, I don?t know.”
  • Morrissey – I Have Forgiven Jesus
    How could I make a list and not include Moz? I’ll pick this one to represent pretty much any Smiths or Morrissey song ever recorded, because I really couldn’t choose. So why this one? It made me cry the first time I ever listened to it.
    “Why did you give me so much desire, when there is nowhere I can go to offload this desire? And why did you give me so much love in a loveless world, when there is no one I can turn to to unlock all this love?”
  • The Stills – Still In Love Song (Extended 12″ Remix)
    I only discovered this remix yesterday, but it’s already grown on me. While the original may have been a brilliant track already, this remix makes it even better – which is what a good remix should do. It does in fact extend the original, and by far more means than just adding a “danceable” beat, which sadly seems to be everybody’s notion of what a remix should be these days!
    “And you find yourself out of a job and before too long you’ll be selling lemonade to the overpaid. And i’m still in love…”
  • Mando Diao – Sheepdog
    The Swedish saviours of rock’n'roll! The first exciting band of 2005! It was the single off their second album that got me hooked on this fantastic band, but I’ve picked a song from their debut album because it’s such a versatile little number. Both albums are excellent, everyone who is tired of the current rock music should check them out.
    “Now hear the bluebird whistle hymns like “I would rather heal your wounds”. Now hear the dark gun punching out, that I may love you.”

Oh Natasha

I love Natasha Bedingfield. She is so nice, I can’t believe it. I saw two of her promo interviews over here and she is just amazing. And her German is perfect! I’m well-impressed.

Natasha Bedingfield